foods slave

lastnight  i went on a walk with P.
this morning my bmi had lost that 0.04 it had gone up by yesterday!

I didnt get up this morning and P rang saying she couldnt do tonight so tonight i did my morning run and my night walk and it was alright actually. 
i ate today, i ate alot. but i didnt purge. it must of been about a week since ive ate normaly like i ate today. but its stopped thats it.
i need to be thin
im sick of seeing this fat scummy whore in the mirror when i look at myself.

i fell out with M tonight, he's my bestfriend. i had ago at him cause he's like forgot about me since all the new girls he's  texting and so on, but he only talks to me when he wants something and i was sick of it i was screaming down the phone about how full of himself he is and how he isnt gorgeous and i didnt care anymore. but yanno im kay.
long walk tomorrow with P, she promised a 2/3 hour walk cause she missed today. i'll probably go on my own later aswell.

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