i wont even bother talking about my weight.
i've been acting totally different for the past few months or so. and i was looking up my symtoms on the internet and im worried that i have bipolar disorder. I have had depression since i started secondary but it had sort of calmed down at the start of this year and recently its seemed to of got alot worse. Not as in self harm anymore, nothing like that. Just awfull mood swings like lasting for days or weeks, from total highs to complete lows. & also the hopless lows, where i just feel crap for no reason atall. Ive had a few other symtoms and im not sure what to do next? tell my mum? go to the doctors (which i'd need my mum for) or leave it.
Im still awake and its five in the morning. But im not even tired. Im staying awake all night cause then tonight i'll go to sleep at a decent time. & therefore get up at a decent time.
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