life ain't no nintendo game, you dont get no second chances.

i dont know what to think, or who to believe. everything spun out of control and hit rock bottom. my only support is myself and i have to sort things out. once you hit rock bottom the only way is up, the only person who can sort it out is me, i either sort things out or stay at rock bottom. and rock bottom isnt a very nice place.
xoxo

i want to fall asleep and never wake up..

sorry i havent posted i smashed my laptop and had to wait to get a new one.
fyi;
ive had a massive fall out with my mum and i dont live with her anymore i havent for about 10 days ish? and god its weird, i miss her and stuff. im in tears writing this, cause just now have i realised how shit my life is. i fucking hate my life. my friends are two faced, shit, backstabbing, useless wastes of space, annoying. i sometimes look at people i hate and think i hope you get hit by a train. everyone and their fucking perfect life, and there's me with no dad and a mum that doesnt want me! life is class.

being at my grans has made weightloss hard, but now im settled it im going to try and stick to it, easier said then done with her forcing food down my throat.

xoxo