i dont get how you lot can do it?
honestly! ive gone into such a depressed state. i miss Chloe and Kieran so much, them being dead i just not real, im never gonna see them again. i have so much school work to do, that im meant to be doing now! but nooo. im sat on here and listening to music i dont really like. ive had 3 mcdonnalds in two days! comon this is more then comfort eating!
i sore T my ex today my heart bloody stopped, you know when you just wanna run upto someone and hug the life out of them? well thats what i wanted to do. then to see him walking up to his girlfriend smiling. upsetting? pah!
im not promising what im going to do, cause obviously ive let you down lately, but im gonna try my best anyways :(
i actually hate myself.
stay strong,,ox
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