hello hip bones.

got on the scale and 136. well done me, may be slow at the moment but its still going. i can see more of a difference aswell!


Lunch
toast - 138 cal
butter - 40 cal
half an apple - 30 cal
mouth full of milkshake - 20 cal

Tea
sandwich - 100 cal
eclaire - 147cal [if i could of got away without eating this i would of, but my mum went and bought 2 one for me and one for her and she found it abit weird how i wasnt eating it, cause i used to love them, but it was within my daily cals so its okay]
            
= 475 cal

all i want to be is beautiful. i know i have amazing friends who love me, but i need to love myself aswell. i want to be able to look in the mirror without wanting to cry, without hating what i see staring back at me.

i'll try to do this.

i will do this, not for anyone else, just for me.

stay strong girlies ox