just a little bit smaller.

atleast i didnt gain.
got on the scale and it had only dropped by 0.04 on my bmi but atleast i didnt gain, thats the main thing

Tea -
very small salad
letuce
cucumber
sweetcorns
grated carrot
grated cheese

but only a very small amount, i dont know how much calories there was but it was the only thing i ate all day because i was scared it would be 500 cals.

how am i meant to keep starving myself when my mum buy all the fatty foods id love to live off! she came home today with chocolate muffins and my heart stopped! i was like nooooooooooo, how the fuck am i meant to stay away?! all i think about is food twenty four, seven!

i want a flat stomach like the girl in the middle for summer.

46 pounds away from perfection.

i will get there, you'll see ox