anyways on a better note;
i was planning on eating only 500 calories today, and i did it.
Breakfast
Apple - 50 cal
Lunch
Toast 2 slices - 138 cal
Margerine - 36 cal per 10 grams
Tea
5 Biscuits - 250
= 474
im quite proud of myself really, i know its only the first day and the first two weeks are the hardest, but you have no idea how much i was going to binge but i stopped myself and thought 'do i want to hate myself for the rest of the week for something i enjoyed for a minute' the answer was an obvious no. i stayed off school today i just decided i wasnt going in after being up til ridiculous oclock doing my art essay and whatever else, so i stayed in bed and did sweet fuck all. Tomorrow im going to go in so that means i wont be eating lunch, as i never do at school cause i dont know the calories in anything and i dont really like the thought of someone touching my food when i dont know where its been. So for breakfast i will have my apple and when i get home i plan on having a jacket potato with whatever i can, the jacket potato being 245 calories for a 180g potato. but then ofcourse no eating after six, which i stuck to today aswell. i want to start adding more and more exercise but with it being dark early and stuff its abit hard, but im going to try my best.
this summer i will be able to look drop dead gorgeous in those shorts, trust me.
stay strong ox
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