true or false it may be.

got on the scale and one pound dropped.

Breakfast;
apple - 50 cal

no lunch

Tea;
baked potato - 200
3 biscuites - 240
apple - 50

= 530

i actually had to have the apple, it was either that or more junk food! i wish this weight could just fall off me and then i could be perfect, but i guess if it was that easy everyone would be thin and amazing! i am 5ft 4, short red hair, massive boobs, belly and horrible wobbley thighs! what i want to be is long blonde hair, thin, toned belly, thin thighs and everything perfect colar bones, cheek bones... i want this. infact, i need this more than anything!
i want to fast so bad, but i know it wont last and ill binge, so im trying to go steady with a little food.
i dont really know what else i can say other then im staying strong for all of you, i know when i left you all back in november i lost all my followers who commented, but i really am trying.

"the only easy day was yesterday and thats because its over"

I'll get there... you'll see. ox