BOOM.

One day of fasting; Done no problem!
Its tuesday night now & i dont know what im going to do on sunday, i have to go to my grans. Cause i have art to do [because i was stupid enough and took it] and she can basically do it for me. But because she's picking me up before lunch i dont know what im going to do, i might just have carrots and potatoe. Cause i dont see any harm in eating them, especially since i know i have to eat otherwise if i just sya no to food once she'll think im starving myself to death or something over the top. But yea this is going pretty well, ofcourse i had the usual cravings but i didnt give in! I was looking at myself this morning and i just thought; what a fat bellied, cellulite legged, double chinned ugly whore. I just want to be pretty. I must say that everyday but thats all i want and to be pretty you have to be thin.
You know since starting this blog i've been a hell of a lot more successful. Because when i eat i feel guilty and think you'll all be ashamed of me! By the way thank you to my 11 followers, your comments make this evenmore worth it!
I have so much work t do its not even funny im basically pulling my hair out! I have business coursework for the 24th! Art for 5 days away! Chemistry & Biology & german! I actually cant cope with this amount of work! :(
Anyways back to my plan i was meant to do a ten day fast but my grans on sunday, which i have to go to so i'll be doing a five day fast. Eating a small meal. Then another five day fast! After that i plan to do my one apple a day cut into 8 for a week. Then wherever things go from there..

I can't wait to prove them all wrong! :) ox