shaking body.

I managed not to binge lastnight while searching the internet for anything and everything thinspo. & i got to sleep at half twelve and woke up at half twelve so i got a good twelve hour sleep.
But i woke up to my whole body shaking and my head feels so heavy and sore my necks also killing me!
i was trying to text before i couldnt see the screen i was shaking that much. I might go and get some fruit juice or something to sort myself out. I feel like i could fast forever. Im considering becoming vegan, but then again i dont want people to think im a wierdo [cause thats how my friends would look at me] so i might just dislike alot of food, cause i mean ive got off a hell of alot of food recently.
Im shaking while typing this, its so hard to hit the right keys with my hands shaking so much! :(
Well anyways school tomorrow and when i get back from school i usualy head straight for the fridge and binge my fat ass off. But i'll try not to, since i've managed to fast for two days and by the time i get back from school it'll be three so i wont want to ruin it all by something that has 500 cal and i can only eat for two minutes.
I still havent weighed myself. When i've finised writing this im going to go down stairs and weigh then i'll edit it into this
Im trying to beat my longest fast which was 5 days so i think im going for a week this time maybe 10 days! :) then i know im going for the one apple a day chopped into 8 peices.

*I HAVE PUT ON 5LBS IN 26 DAYS! I SORE IT AND STARTED CRYING. I WENT FOR THE FRIDGE AND MANAGED NOT TO EAT I JUST DRANK ABOUT 25O CALS IN FRUIT JUICE! AM I REALLY GOING TO BE HAPPY AT THE END OF ALL THIS! WHEN I GET TO 95LBS. IM NOW ABOUT 131LBS SO I NEED TO LOOSE 36LBS. WHICH IS BASICALLY 3STONE.*

KG; ox