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we'll be dead before we're thin enough.

Monday, 13 September 2010

where is my willpower?

Guess who ate? me. I dont even know why. I wasnt hungry. And you want to know something I didnt enjoy a single bit of it. It tasted like dirt! Every food i ate while i was eating tasted like total shit. I dont even know why i ate it. I didnt enjoy it. So for a punishment to myself; Im fasting for ten days. I dont get why i cant be as strong as other girls! i need to be twice as strong! because im four times as fat as them all im so weak! :( when i first started this i knew it'd become and obsession and never stop. it just keeps getting worse. Wish me luck with my 10 day fast [starting tomorrow] cause im gonna need it.

But we all know, we'll all be dead before we're thin enough. ox

3 comments:

  1. "But we all know, we'll all be dead before we're thin enough."
    So fucking true.

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  2. I do the same thing, I just eat and eat and eat when at the same time I'm thinking this doesn't even taste good, what am I doing? I know I should stop but I just can't. Don't beat yourself up to much over it, tomorrow's a new day. Good luck with your fast. Stay stong beautyy, lots of lovee
    xoxo <3
    -J

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  3. Sad but true. Being thin has always has a price. In our case, the ultimate one.

    Good luck for your fast tomorrow.
    Be strong.
    I have faith that you can do it :)

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