Did i fast? did i fuck.
I know over the weekend i can get back on track im going to make sure of it!
I CAN DO IT.
Thank you for everyone who have showed support for me for this past week or so where i have became a fat whore! :(
Morning scales. So i can face my sins!
& then whatever comes my way during the day :)
I wanted to go out & spend money, but i dont deserve it. So im savin it til i get to my goal weights!
Which i think is a good idea cause i love buying new things and whatever but id enjoy spending money mor ethen loosing weight so if i stop myself from spending then i'll want to loose it faster :)
I sore a gorgeous cardigan on the topshop website well two actually and its coming up to winter so i was going to buy one of them but, im waiting til ive got to my goal even tho one of them is about to go offline im not giving in, im sure there'll be more. I have money from selling some of my designer shoes on the internet & a blazer & dress i got about £60 & then ill get £12.50 lunch money every week & if i could see some more things would be good! :)
Anyways i have still fallen out with C & she has tried to make PJ fall out with me. Glad to say it didnt wok and everyone relised what a backstabbing cow she is! But im happy ive stood my ground and im not running back saying im sorry cause i meant every word i said! ;)
STAY STRONG.
KG;ox
ahhh i saw pretty dresses and tops from forever 21! i don't think it's being brought into my country yet :( sadly. i'm going to save up to get those pretty clothings....! gahhhh shopaholic at the moment ^^ looking at the models just motivates me. what about you?
ReplyDeleteyea im the same i look at topshop or riverisland and see the models and it makes me think if i want to look even half as good in that top im going to need to loose weight. forever21 isnt in my country either :/ ox
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